Screaming Out (feat. Victoria Zarlenga)

When she was

Here I seemed to be more than I was

Cause it was all that I could be, she was my only cause

I wasn't able to overcome that feeling that

Makes it possible to destroy and rebuild my broken heart

I know you're thinking now

That the life of every man maybe is only a great dream

I can't understand why I do not wake up when I scream

And my dream becomes a mix of fear, just today

Everything becomes so dark, but

I still smile at the world the same way

Leave me alone

Or take me with you, honey

And let me be your victim

I'm screaming out

This time I want to lie down

Only you know how to now

Cry for my dark future

No matter what you think

No matter what you have to say no

Crumble down my thoughts for you and I

Fall down

It's the same

Since then the sun, moon and stars still know their calling,

I do not know if it is day or night that matters while everything is falling

Everything belongs to past as time goes and now I'm crawling

I know you're thinking now

And I do not know why I feel this way I think of you and me

And one of our last quarrels maybe that's what destiny is

Anger seizes me and I would want to run as far as I can

Almost not caring about what is there after the death now

Wow heal the darkness of my soul

I want to breathe in deeply, but I don't know

If I can maybe one day walk on another road

Please don't let me fall

I won't go

I lose control

Take my breath and my soul

Hold it all or let it go

Girl, now you're so far away

I can't wait