suffering

I've thrown aside my worries

But the cares, they bite me back

I'm taking twenty vitamins a day for the iron I lack

I don't need food, I don't need sleep

Don't tell me that I'm wrong

I don't know what I'm doing

But can you please just play along?

My head is made of flowers, my body made of steel

'Cause I can't think

Can't hear, can't feel

They say a picture's worth a thousand words but I disagree

I can't imagine anything 'cause I can't see

I won't break the ice but what else is there to do?

'Cause suffering in silence is better than suffering with you

So, I jumped off with a parachute but the ground caught me off guard

Karma for thе rules I break, the onеs I disregard

I can feel the tension rising, what fate is worse than this?

Stuck between the ones I love and the ones I miss

My head is made of shrubbery, my body made of stone

'Cause I can't for the life of me reap what I have sow

They say a picture's worth a thousand words but I disagree

I can't imagine anything 'cause I can't see

I won't break the ice but what else is there to do?

'Cause suffering in silence is better than suffering with you

I tried to sink and never float

'Cause my head is underwater

I'm here by choice, by my own hand

I'm a lamb sent in to slaughter

I'm aware of my own body, I can feel beneath my skin

I can wash away my insecurities, but can't wash away my sin

They say a picture's worth a thousand words but I disagree

I can't imagine anything 'cause I can't see

I won't break the ice but what else is there to do?

'Cause suffering in silence is better than suffering with you