Caught In A Verse

[Andre Nickatina]

Sometimes I feel like I'm caught in a verse

Or I'm Bobby Fischer but nobody cared to search

Can't look my mother in the eye no mo'

Can't tell her that the god don't get high no mo'

Its the begining of a train wreck

Hold ya heart cause believe me the camera won't explain it

Or contain it, an angel said "free"

Was I really what you wanted me to be?

You trust the soul of the icey cold

Because they bump you where guns and the drugs is sold

And where the gods said they're born to roll

And they'll think like this until they gray and old

I think back to when I was drug free, care free

But that was long ago kinda like a memory

Do you remember me? Man it was long ago

We used to like each other livin in the Fillmoe

You never said no I never said hoe

But like I said in the begining that was long ago

And from the start yo you knew I wasnt Mozart

Marvin Gaye always said life comes apart

And like a puzzle, some times it gets worse

I'd probably break down if I step into church

[Equipto]

Man

We had dreams of doin things with money

Its funny how situations get ugly

I usta believe when a girl says she love me

But now I take off, don't look back and keep runnin'

A hundred miles an hour I'm hidin my smile

But now I find time just for writin it down..huh

It's kill joy, I'm still your boy

'til then I'ma build and destroy

And fill the void

I keep sinnin in this sensitive world

Though I've never gotten this for a lesson to learn...(never)

Baby keep askin me when I'd return

Not knowin' I'm a playa in every sense of the word..HUH

My momma cry she know I ain't livin right

Can't legiaimize who I am in her mind

Am I blind or just too ignorant?

I'd give my life to feel that innocent

I can't look back

Bags is packed

Sayin "Won't nobody know where I'm at" ..(gone)

Across the map

No contact leave the phone

Rollin stone, and RARELY be at home

I got a plan to get away

Hustlin' a family

We can live for betta days

Or I mean HAPPY

But everything comes with time

ONE HEART

ONE LUV

ONE LIFE

...................its like that