Worst Enemy

I could have gladly asked for more

But your look was saying: "I saw you"

And as you turned away

I mumbled out that I adore you

But I knew within

That forced upon a choice I'd run

And once again chagrined

Defeated by my very own hand

I am my own worst enemy

I am the last man who can set me free

Ain't it time you made up your mind

Guiding voices pointing at the road ahead

Leading straight to nowhere

Temptations; never hard to find

But to resist will always be the battle

That will come back and haunt you

I am my own worst enemy

I am the last man who can set me free

Go without, go within

Go where no one's ever been till you know

Rid your doubts, shed your skin

Feel the loss so you can win over your foe

Only then will you know

Catching up with the train that ran off

Early warnings told that no seat'd be free

If I waited too long

This time I do intend to stay on

Delusions passing by as I stare out

Into the void surrounding

I am my own worst enemy

I am the last man who can set me free

And as the silence wail

I tell myself all over

That if this just begun

I know this will always go on