Curious

[Verse 1:]

Is it corny if I admit

That I check up on you from time to time when I'm on the net

I promise I ain't no stalker it's so awkward

When I actually come across you I act like I ain't bothered a bit

And you know what that is and I know too

That's pride mixed with lies mixed with I want you's

Kinda maybe sorta or the order could be off

Often I wonder if I regret what I lost

At a later time could my state of mind make me blind

I pray it isn't if it was I wouldn't admit it

I thought that I was heading in the right direction

But maybe loneliness has got me second guessing

I got some fly women they follow me on twitter

I think I'll DM'em alright I'm trippin'

But I'm hard wired for intimecy

So why does my loneliness lead to comprimise

[Verse 2:]

Is it weird it's been a few years

We celebrated the ball droppin' together (cheers)

The stuff you used to wear different products in your hair

When I smell'em in the air I feel like you're somewhere near

Is it me is it you was it lie was it truth

Maybe it's just nobody's ever good enough for you

Ok I swear I'm going through asked my homie what to do

He said boy listen here cause I'm finna tell the truth

Everybody think about they ex's

Even if you got kids man we two your best friend

In them memories are easily made but hard to forget

Cause they ex'ed up in your heart the good times and regrets

It's curiosity get you in trouble

Specially if it's forbidden kind that you run to

Ah man yeah you're more sensitive then you'll ever admit

So be careful who you make memories with

The secret is to learn what it means to be content

And celebrate what God's given not the things He didn't

Our heart is always longing for more and it wanna bug out

That's why we gotta drink from that water that never run out

But sometimes