Balance

[Verse 1:]

I'm starring at the view from the height of my past pain

Ironic I'm tryin' to come in first if it's the last thing

They try to throw me off but I won't let 'em pass me

They kill me with the hating but I ain't in the casket

I got to stay on top, y'all don't fucking over come shit

I had to learn to beat it like I just got a drum kit

Now my motto, keep faith stay strong

Reprover is stay positive and fuck anyone that say opposite

'Cause everybody don't wanna see you win

In the end your biggest enemy is maybe your friend

Keep losing my balance that's the prize of winners song

Tryina' to find God in the eyes of a sinner

'Cause me I'm like the victim through the eyes of a killer

Guns aimed out of worth in the pride that's what been on

I'm the up prize in the lives of demise and devastation

A low peace of heaven left in Satan, surreal

[Hook: x2]

So what if it hurts, the struggle is first

To live is to die we all suffer the curse

And love is the cure until we suffering worse

Pleasure is pain, the suffering's first

[Verse 2:]

Twisted out of my life, my friends said that I changed

But how the fuck you make a difference and still stay the same

They don't carry the weight, they can't handle the pressure

So they can see me involved but they keep catching my essence

My life is insane but I don't get enough credit

But the picture ain't realistic life a photoshop edit

How could you even be mad that I was wanted enhanced

Say I just to hide an option like empty advance

Tap, so fuck 'em all they rather see me fail

I hit the main stream and my ship gone sail

And niggas gon' hate and some gon' plug me

But I remain a problem that nobody resolve it

And I got this acke in my soul and it's distant now

'Cause I'm hotter than the flames on a piston now

I keep losing my balance that's what trips me out

Keep my emotions inside 'til I'm flipping out

But I won't trip, I stand tall just keep my head and hold on

I said I won't trip, I stand tall just keep my head and hold on

[Hook: x2]

So what if it hurts, the struggle is first

To live is to die we all suffer the curse

And love is the cure until we suffering worse

Pleasure is pain, the suffering's first

[Verse 3:]

Sometimes I feel like I'm bound to be a sellout

So I spit fire to try to let this hell out, to try to let myself out

This cage I trapped myself in, but I won't let myself in

I feel like if I'm beside of me I won't let myself win

And I won't let myself in and I'll be damned if I do

I enjoy being myself, I'd be damned if I'm you

See I give them what they nedded and that's the real shit

And I do it with my heart so they can feel this

That's why the words in my songs read broken bonds

Make 'em strong show 'em they got more to focus on

And music is the only thing I put my hope in

Use words to capture my mute emotions

I'm like an umbrella top high I'm hit with a brain

But I walk when it hurts like the ligaments break

And my thoughts like a frame to the picture I paint

I get high off the green like the top of Touraine

They can't extinguish the flames from my mouth when I speak

I got beauty and peace like a tropical beach

And I got me some dreams that I won't stop 'til I reach

And Dr. Kings bitch in the mouth of a freak

[Hook: x2]

So what if it hurts, the struggle is first

To live is to die we all suffer the curse

And love is the cure until we suffering worse

Pleasure is pain, the suffering's first