Say What's Real

I have to let my ego go

My profit coming heavy as it grows and I'm almost near the point where I'm about to lose control

And If he never burdens us with more then we can hold then why do I implode like a fucking over load?

I got fire on my head like MJ with a pepsi drink and a lot of shit inside me like a septic tank

It's funny niggas wanna spin around and flip shit like I never been shit but a fucked up misfit

And while there's truth to those accusations

I'm still sick with no motherfucking vaccination

I'm still the shit like they pressed pause on me

And technically I foul til' the ref calls on me

Nigga I could have been signed... I been a buzz

But I was scared to show the world who I really was

And label heads they ignore those who give their all cause they're busy seeing what stick when it's to the wall

It ain't about the fucking craft and perfection

Ask Ryan Leslie I was fucking that selection

But I was busy being stubborn as a bastard, With the mind of a crafter and a father that was Casper

So I got a lot of shit I won't admit

And a whole bunch more that I won't forget

These fucking faggots wanna trap me in my baggage

AndtTreat me like I'm manic cause I'm more then they can manage

Bitch but I'm a be me til' I fucking croak

And I won't let you take me as a fucking Joke

So don't compare me to any bitches that's out here

Cause be honest I am who they not near

Bitch I'm higher then the fucking feeling

Higher then a building that was built on heaven's ceiling

I can't believe I chose this bullshit over books

I'm like a midget in a crowd being overlooked

And niggas still fucking fail to acknowledge me

Sleeping on me then later offering apologies

I'm sorry Raee'n you speak the truth with every fucking word

Shut up bitch tell me something that I haven't heard

Don't deny you play your favorite rapper then play me

After you would swear I flow like the middle of a fucking rapture

My mind set is kill em' all or be destroyed

I'm out here trying to be balling bigger then keloid

Yeah I gotta eat, fuck whoever starving

It's survival of the fittest word to that nigga Darwin

Pause I'm done letting niggas play me

And dying of laughter is the only way that they slay me

Cause I've been standing here naked hoping y'all see

I'm trying to take your eyes and make em' focus on me

My mom told me Raee'n You'll only be a star when you become comfortable with who you really are

And Since I did niggas been trying to manipulate me, Break me and shape me to every image that they see

But I don't listen to a word from you fucking beginners

Bitch I'm flyer then the south for a couple of winters

How dare you niggas try to call me influential

In the same fucking sentence say it's all coincidental

She dresses like a dyke but she bodies instrumentals

I think she's fucking faking it, it's all so incidental

Nigga I had to kill myself 3 times

And let the neigh sayers brain cell my free mind

To hold it all in I ain't got the room to

So I don't entertain the bullshit that I'm immune to

Fuck you all bitch fags you can die slow

Let me be great it's the only thing I know

I learned young not to trust shit

So I'm sorry to the world if I'm not enough bitch

Fuck it all I have is my word and my pride

So I exhale and let all my burdens subside

And to my haters ya'll bitches stay tune I'm a give you all a million reasons to hate you

And still I did it all on my fucking own

Now I'm about to change the chair into a fucking throne

And I dare anybody to stop me

I'm putting bitches in the dirt like sock cleats

I'm done