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Close my eyes and then I see the picture

I hid inside, underneath all the pillows

I’m scared u’ll find the things that I’ve been hiding

I’m scared u’ll know how much I care about it

But then u walk into the room and ask me what I hide

and then I lie about it but you look me in the eyes

you told me that I shouldn’t keep this picture by my side

The past is something that I need to lear to leave behind

But I was just a baby, I didn’t understand it

How can it be that you and mommy don’t speak lately

And I miss her so much , but I can’t tell you how much

I wanna run away and never come back into this house

I promise I don’t hate you

I promise I forgave you

Don’t wanna think about the stuff

that I had to go through

I’d rather live it all again

than write it all again

Should have never even said a thing

So why do I feel that your love is so real

I’ve been hoping to see a change

But I couldn’t lie to myself

Not a call from you, nothing real from you

Not a sign from you, guess I’m not enough for you

So I will keep on going,

Keep on moving forward,

I’m sorry I’ve been growing

Without you, please don’t worry

So I keep to myself,

A lot of things I don’t say

Not a victim in my kind

Don’t feel sorry I’ll survive

If anything I’m better

You taught me to be clever

Don’t trust anybody

Don’t show them that you’re sorry

When you’re feeling down

Daddy’s not around

Keep it all inside,

Let them thing you’re so shy

Look at me, what you have to say to me

You have brought the worst in me

I hop you see and take the blame

For who I came to be

Close my eyes, and then I see the picture

I hid inside, underneath all the pillows

I’m scared you’ll find the things that I’ve been hiding

I’m scared you’ll know how much I care about it

But then you walk into the room and ask me what I hide,

And then I lie about it but you look me in the eyes

This picture makes me think about the times when we were right

And maybe we could still be happy but I don’t know how