Skin

So much more glorious than before

So much more devious than you could know

The inside of my heart has become a spiraling black hole,

Sucking the life out of me from within

I only hate myself for never letting go

For never saying goodbye to you

For clinging to a false hope

One that i knew would fuck me over in the end

Now the time has come to give it all up again

Fuck this façade, it's shat on me from the start

And as much as i hate you now,

I can only blame myself!

But isn't it paradoxical,

How i spit my rage onto thee?

Knowing full well deep inside of my being

That i still love you all the same

Was it truly just a game to you?

Toying with my heart for a laugh?

How could you do what've done to my face today?

I've scarred it before, but you've spat on my name!

I sit here now, breathing spears, razors and spikes!

I want to watch my skin peel,

And i hope you'd enjoy the show!

Sure, i may blame myself, but once again, it's all your fucking fault!

Now, listen here, you bitch!

What's left over is nothing but fragments from a shattered life

Like stained glass, they each tell a story

Of one who gave it all up solely to be with you!

Nevermore shall i wake from this spectral gaze

Forever to walk in cold melancholy and sombre hate

But remember one thing, my sweet child

Darkness comforts me, as did your embrace

You: the liar

Me: the fool

We: the couple

Fucked up... obscured!

Your skin: so sweet.

Your body: i need!

To fuck you is...

A pleasure... indeed!

This lust.

This longing.

This pain: i feel...

These scars will take forever to heal..

In darkness: shrouded.

In light: revealed;

In life: agony

In love and death: i feel real.