Up Is Down

I feel them go through the back of my head

Every premonition that has come to pass

It's a shame that my positive mind

Kept me from believing all the terrible signs

Now you tell me we were never a match

What about that shit you told me in bed?

That we'd grow old together and die

You'd go first cause I'm the loner

Oh boy, how we change our minds

Everybody knows up is down and up and down

I'm like a kid who got beat up in class

And now I'll learn karate and pretend I'm badass

But there's no defense against your own mind

It tells me that I blew my only shot at the good life

So was it always all in my head?

Even the shit that you told me in bed?

This is a riddle that I'll only solve

With a gun on my head and my back against the wall

Everybody knows up is down and up and down