The Sprinter

I can't control it when my blood is beating out of pocket

My heart is swollen on a section of the past

A small obsession with a sunny set of sterling people

Outshining everything about me very fast

I want the comfort only gotten when you gain perspective

To chalk it up to youth and bury it in time

But I can feel the chilly pull of beckoning regression

The kind that fights you like an army for your life

Old circumstances made a man of me but there's the question

What kind of man did I become?

Cold shoulder curls around my heart strings and it leaves me breathless

These demons keep me on the run

The conversation getting slower and my words are empty

The subtle shock of watching people looks away

I still remember standing frozen over kitchen tables

And looking up at golden crowded balconies

I made a promise not to drag it out and paint it vivid

I made a promise not to pick and pull and peal it back

But if a recollection turns into an old obsession

I'm gonna have to paint that motherfucker black

I'm walking away

Let the sun wash down my face

I'm walking away

Let the sun course through my veins