Alone

Death gets real sometimes

It stares in the face

And gets us blind

Cause we’re able to see

And this beast will seek

And it won’t stop

Until it has completed

I feel ashamed

I tried killing my heart

While some fight so it beats

And I fight

Fight everyday

So my suicide thoughts

Stay inside my brain

I’m not trying to

Ask for attention

I’m just screaming out

To heaven

Please, have mercy on me

Yeah, I feel like

The world’s falling down

And I’m the one piece

That is cracking it all

You say it’s okay

But how could it be

I do I run from trouble

When the trouble is me

I know it doesn’t make sense

But I’m losing my mind

But how do I change

When the only thing left

That I got

Is my suicide senses to guide

I wouldn’t do it for my family and friends

But when the crisis comes

I’m just hoping for an end

I’m not trying to

Ask for attention

I’m just screaming out

To heaven

Please, have mercy on me

Is there anybody out there?

Pick this gun and pull the trigger

Or I’ll sink in my bed

Yesterday I started to cry

What annoys me the most

Is that I didn’t know why

I’m feeling weird

My friends seem okay

They ask me: How are you?

And I lie to their face

I know I’m confusing

I just want to survive

And I will overcome this

This game is called life

When I’m with my thoughts

All on my own

I look to the stars

Yeah