In My Blood

I felt like a monster in a church

Trying to hide from the pain I bring

My visceral urges, getting worse

Looking for a sign somewhere I missed

Because the hole deep within me kept growing and poisoning my blood

Then in that moment alone in the dirt, I understood

That every time I close my eyes I'm overwhelmed by

Visions of something that's bigger than

Moving mountains, parting oceans

And I've got the whole world in front of me

I'll be a giant

I am defiant

It's in my blood

I wasn't a monster and this ain't a church

You can't trust the blind to keep you clean

I saw my future from a hearse

That wasn't the life meant for me

Because the hole deep within me kept growing and poisoning my blood

Then in that moment alone in the dirt, I understood

That every time I close my eyes I'm overwhelmed by

Visions of something that's bigger than

Moving mountains, parting oceans

And I've got the whole world in front of me

I'll be a giant

I am defiant

It's in my blood

I'm not stuck inside this place

The only thing that's keeping me here

Are the walls that I built myself

I've got a dream to chase

So I'm not wasting a moment

Tryna hold on to nothing

'Cause every time I close my eyes I'm overwhelmed by

Visions of something much bigger than

Moving mountains, parting oceans

And I've got the whole world in front of me

I'll be a giant

I am defiant

It's in my blood