Sometimes It Ends

(I was fucking pissed off, man

The guy was my best friend, and he just kind of turned his back on me and fucking bailed

Denis actually sat down and was like

You don't want this album to be about Danny

Danny is in the past now

You need to move on

You need to look forward to your future

And I was, like: You're right. You're right

And I sat down and I re-wrote most of the record, lyrically anyway, with Denis)

So here we fucking go

You're going down

You're on your own

This hate is endless

Tonight I think I'll cross the line

I'll cross the fucking line

This hate is relentless

Oh here we go down this hole

I've lost control

Save me

Oh here we go down this hole

I've lost control

Save me

Picking up, picking up another life

Waking up, waking up from all the lies

I feel so alone

Sometimes it ends

Sometimes you fall

Crossing out the man that I've become

I'm standing tall

Stronger than I ever did before

Against them all

I know that you have locked me in your eyes

And I can't resist it

The target on your chest is all that I can see

Fight me now

It's not over

No, no, no, it's not over

Pick me up off the ground just once more

So on I go, on I go

But never alone

Sometimes it ends

Sometimes you fall

Crossing out the man that I've become

I'm standing tall

Stronger than I ever did before

Against them all

Now it's my turn to drag you through this hell

Through this hell

I won't forgive

I won't let go of what you've done

Woke up alone

So sick of this game

I've spent too many years in this house of pain

If you can't find the words, read between the lines

So take it or leave it to me

So take it or leave it to me from here this time

(Ah, it was hard to sort of, switch off, 'cause I was still angry inside, but

I just, I mean, then again, it might be something about that not pursuing

'Cause, being a musician and an artist, I write about what's fueling, what I'm feeling at the time

But, a lot of how I'm feeling is excitement, and I am happy

And I am extremely grateful to still be going, so

I just have to concentrate more of that, sort of like, for the new record

Then, you know, use my energy in hindsight, in a negative way

Which it completely would have been, had Dennis not called me out and said stop being a pussy

Which is cool)