Misery's Own…

" I shun the light, here they can't see me

As I rule my own misery

Their world will break me, here I am safe

Here rules no instinct

No wants just needs but unawake

Their world is false

I can't breathe here

Terror and lies fill the air

I'm misery's own sleeping behind life

Grey is my colour

I fear their world - somewhere behind life

Deadworld's martyrium

For all that sleeps in me

I mesmerize then kiss decay

Returning to slumber and I am somehow

Pierced by a darkness within

A grey pulse hollows me

I am misery's own child

Television's empty speech

Girl of void avoiding the world - traitor

But are they all like him?

Are there only sick minds?

I cannot believe

For the sake of the planet

Lost-in my chamber of misery

Cold-staring at its walls

My eyes-blue sorrow seas

See me in Atlantis

A whole world ignores that I'm going under

Tearmother put the curtains aside give life a chance

Darkfather release me just for a moment

Then you can again possess me

Through my eyes I see as I look out of the window

Through my eyes I see with solemn hope

Through my eyes I see and my mind becomes clear

Through my eyes I see a sun shining on

A world that is slave to the industry

Where money is the law

Weapons prepared for the next war

Are they to blind to see?

All the new ones join the machinery

Before I adapt their hypocrisy

I'll better remain in the arms of misery

All my life passes before me in scenes

All my dreams just let them come to me (again)

All I ever was and ever will be

Can this be taken by this moment of darkness?

No! I will start a new....life....(but with shadows in my back)"