Inside Outsider

inside out and upside down

who qualifies to try to judge me now

love is what grows off the synthetic of happieness

i wear a warning sticker that says health to the hazardous

since all of minneapolis fell into that river

it wouldnt disturb a word that i deliver

i found my confusion

i lost your religion

analyst is i am

corrupt the optimism

from the dock i fishin

feed the worm i hook

write another peice

read another book

once upon a time there was the end

do you mind if i steal this pen?

im not a big fan as i once was

i gotta learn to respect that lunch buzz

such and such and nothin much

what the fuck girl i'm thinkin that we should couple up

so here i stand from the outside in

tryin to recall how i swam to this island

i wonder if i was to scream till my voice quits

would they let me push the buttons

would they let me hold the joystick

well maybe if i acted a little crazy

they would play me

they would feed me to they babies

cant help but laugh at everything i cry about

cuz ive been staring at myself from the inside out

well whos that knockin on my head so early in the a.m

must be the landlord im late on my payment

or maybe its my ex cuz i owe her some affection

its probaly the deparment of corrections

cuz i've been doin it wrong for to damn long

chewing on a soggy blade of grass

put the money in the bag and make it fast

cuz cant none of yall fools save my ass

how can i hold

when i dont know what i hold

the outsider tryin to climb out of the cold

time and time again

i question the asnwer

cause the soldeir always falls in love with the dancer

i cant play passing

truth hurts

i wanna rock the boat

but i wanna rock you first

so if i was meant to say everything thats in my mouth

ima start right here from the inside out