A Letter To Someone Like You

(Why, why, why, why)

-Sometimes this beauty is choking me

But at least its your hands at my throat

Your lashes brush against my cheek

Coupled with your breath on my neck

The world around you falls away and I will still be there

I know my words are like daggers but they cut me too

And I am sorry for all the fucked up things I say I didn't mean it

And I never realized that I can be what I hate

Let's be happy with what we have, enjoy the beauty in these days

Sometimes we'll laugh sometimes we'll scream

No one said caring was easy

I know there was a time when emotions felt like pulling teeth

Sometimes I felt so souless I couldn't even look at me

It's pathetic to hate who you are and it feels like hell to change

But I'll be damned if I push you away

I remember when my dreams were dying

And I damned the sun

I damned the sun to pieces

I carved hateful thoughts into my chest

Then you took my hand and nothing has ever felt the same

And nothing, has ever, nothing has ever felt the same