Honest

Lemme be honest, this is a lot of truth

I never got along with the current youth

I graduated like none believed

Run back now they can die to me

I'll slip up and I'll say too much

This has been overdue

I could die today but it'd be okay 'cause I'd rather die than be you

And I remember I had some crushes

But they only to knew to crush me

But it's funny now 'cause I found the one, and you still a fish in the sea

And I'm so glad it worked out

I found a love so true

I hear the word pathetic, and I'll probably think about you

And I have some friends that I lost

They hate me now it's a shame

Pulled the knife out of my back so much I got used to that pain

So I cut em off with that blade

You learn to hate and I'll live

If there's one thing that you know me for, I don't forget or forgive

It's just how I learned the game

These people never will change

They watch close and they happy till I swerve out of my lane

'Cause they want you here to be normal

They want you down with them too

If you told that you hated me I'd tell you yeah what's new

But at least I'm staying true

Came a long way from a couple views

Still gotta good long way to go

But I'm still so thankful too

These enemies they lurking

But the truth is all that I tell

Your life is so pathetic that you looking forward to hell

Well, disconnected my generation

Know my name and my reputation

Celebrating my resignation

Finally seeing my destination

Everybody they watching waiting

What's the move that I'm finally making

They worried now 'cause they want some fame

This is all they got they hoping shaking

World there on my shoulders

It's been there for awhile

And all I ever wanted was to make some people smile

If my stories help em out

If they feel the words I say

If I help em through a night

If I take em off to that place

You know that place you go when you're lost

But you sit down and hit play

It almost feels like you're free now and you're finally taken away

Yeah I know the feeling the best

Been feeling that for some years

It's so good to be smiling now 'cause I drowned in all of these tears

Yeah I drowned in all of these fears

I've known the dark for so long

That I took my pain and problems and I put em into these songs

Now they finally showing some love

But I learned I didn't need it

When you run back with that love I'll be happy if you just keep it