Resigned To Be Lived

Hey you, my loser son

You see your sins if you are alone

Would you need to walk on your own?

When there is no movement here

The future seems to disappear

Won't you ever feel the strings of love?

You wait and I am cold

Frozen like a winter storm

Do I really stay so lost?

I catch your generous smile

While I hide along my trail

Turn down these walls I have build

With bad blood

I slide along these rails I drew

Cause I fear my voice on you

I trust that my being will be safe in my old shell

Where the toll is so pricey that you cannot pay

I would want to believe that this bad dream

Wasn't true, but my mind, but my mind

I slide along these streets like meat

Crawling into a crusher meat

I cannot love anymore with thread severed

My figure sculpts behind the cross

Because, now, I loved it all

I cannot buy to you the whole world

There is nothing more meager

There is no greater contempt

Because, now, I gave it all

I cannot drink from your cup

There is no only one

There is too much for three times

Because, now, now I choked

Hey you, my useless son