Daffodils

I'm tired of waiting here for you

While you parade around emotions.

I'm sick of guessing what you're thinking

By picking pedals off of daffodils.

Am I wasting my time here over hopes of us?

I'm tired of guessing what you're feeling

And picking pedals.

She loves me. She loves me not.

I tried to hold you with these hands,

But you're slipping.

I'm just not strong enough I guess,

Now I'm missing.

These dreams are hazing over

And reality is stepping in.

I know what I don't want to hear from you

But I'm listening.

I'm quivering at the thoughts.

But I can't keep waiting, wasting away.

You cradled desires and hopes of us.

Where are they now?

She needs me. She needs me not.

I tried to hold you with these hands,

But you're slipping.

I'm just not strong enough I guess,

Now I'm missing.

What's meant to be will be

Was said by some lonely man to make himself feel better.

I'm drowning over again and I can't get used to this

I can't get over this.

I guess I lost it somewhere.

I guess I lost you somewhere.

I tried to hold you with these hands,

But you're slipping.

I'm just not strong enough I guess,

Now I'm missing.

From the pictures hanging over your bed

There are just pedals there.

Now I'm drowning here instead

And do you even care?