A Letter To My Ghosts

This isn't about love

This isn't about giving up

This is a letter to all of my ghosts

To all of my demons

I'm facing one by one

I'm chasing those who hurt

And even though I've tried to end it all

This is just the beginning

Deep as the ocean

Tears drop like a waterfall

Solid as a rock but

Fragile as a crystal

I look around

There's no way out

It makes me feel like I'm about to fall down

I can't fall for you

You've torn this wounds

I won't fall for you

Sometimes I fall

It's just hard to stand all the time

We're not unbreakable

As it looks from the outside

I can't come out

There's no way out

It makes me feel like I'm about to fall down

I won't fall

I can't fall for you

You've torn this wounds

I won't fall for you

You don't know shattered a soul needs to be to want to disappear

If you could look into my soul, you'd be in tears

What once was rock solid, now feels like sand vanishing thru my fingers

I'm loosing grip

I'm out of balance

Oscillating between wanting to fight and giving in

I can't fall for you

You've torn this wounds

I won't fall for you

You can't keep me down

I know my way out

I won't fall

Won't fall for you