Invisible

I sit next to you,

you look the other way

You saw me falter

for one second of the day

Why am I so invisible to you?

Sometimes I hate you more

than you could ever hate yourself

But I love you,

would do anything for you

You don't even see

that I'm in pain

Frustration became humiliation

Waiting outside for you

in the pouring rain

What's left

of my self worth you

crushed it in your hand

Wicked game to torture me

because you can

You toy with me then pull back

We're never synched in time,

we blew that

The sad thing I've done the same

before to someone else

I tried so hard to be someone,

I never was nobody

I tried too hard to play this game,

I never was the winner