Spiderwebs

I can't maintain a relationship

They remind me I don't relate to shit

I love you, I'm not in love with you

But I want you in my life and that's an issue

I hate to say I'm not committed, I admit it

Only 22, I'm tryn' live it to the limit

You know I'm coming back for you the minute that I'm finished

Right now, a girlfriend would be a blemish on my image

I led you on and you might think I'm selfish

But I like your company, I really can't help it

Even though I see you twice a week

Tell me why you adamently fight for me

Saying please don't leave, but I'm focused on my plan

It's not personal, I hope you understand

Some day, you will trust me again

But for now, I'm sorry that our love had to end

I had a fallin' out with a family member

I lashed out and said some shit I still can't remember

For a while, I was actually crazy

But, I wouldn't change the past if you paid me

You live and you learn, you slip and you burn

Work hard and keep your mind off the figures you earn

I'm highly aware what the fame could bring

I won't ever let money fuck up a good thing

It once did, but that saga's over

And if anything it brought us closer, now we always sober

A buncha guys on the rise

Realize we gon' ride 'til we die with our eyes on the prize

Look, instead of falling over like some dominos

We put our egos to the side for one common goal

And fuck the politics, we'll handle it together

Friends come and go, man family is forever

I thought I had support from my family

Until my mom said don't forget about a plan b

I don't blame her, she doesn't understand me

I love making music, I don't need to win a grammy

You can be the best at what you do

But it doesn't matter, cause it means nothing 'til you're paid

I rather stay poor doing something that I love

Than to ever be rich doing something that I hate

I can truly say that I'm happy with my life

I'm never let down cause my attitude is right

It's undeniable, my passion on the mic

These other rappers do it for the glamour and the lights

But I'm different, and I never been more certain

Nobody is perfect but we all serve a purpose

So fall back, while I pull away the curtains

And let my light shine, I know it's the right time