Dear Dad (part. 2)

Last time I wrote you a letter

I thought it would, I don't know

Motivate you or something

To become the father I thought you once were

Fuck it

Dear dad, I'm glad you never said to hold my breathe

'Cause I would suffocated waiting for replying text

And it made me go insane, everyday I was depressed

Cause if the devil spoken tongue and you would know its dialect

Besides from that, I haven’t seen or heard from you in five years

Before that day I always said you’d me my pioneer

And if I was in trouble you’d say

Fear not 'cause I'm here, so if you didn’t know you’d get the idea

Cause every night I stayed awaiting, home sick and so impatient

Hoping that you might hit up my phone for some conversation

But while my heart would ache you, a while away in oasis

[?]

Just riding in your Mercedes

I’ve learned to just accept it

All your sentence to neglect me, were intentionally specially now

Since maybe it’s the other reason for this letters intent

Is that I don’t forgive you, but I'm about to forget

No point in being upset

I'm forgetting to remember that you left me all alone (alone)

But without you here this house is not a home

Oh, no, no

And maybe I just lost my temper

I wouldn’t have if you didn’t lose your mind

But I admit that now it’s cold

'Cause this house is not a home

What up dad, do you remember when I asked in o'twelve

What up dad, I realized you only care for your self

What up dad, but now I see your mind is trapped in a cell

I mean, all four of your kids would wanna see you in hell

What up dad, damn I feel like I'm becoming you

I see the way I talk down at my girl when she is vulnerable

But if I choose to block it out, I swear I just discovered you

You’ll be gone for good, and I will keep the shit 100 too

You see a real man would stay with his kids

Even if they said they hated him and plainly did

Man I'm your mother fucking seed nigga

Check my name analysis

Check my thoughts check my blood for your DNA lives

Living proof that people don’t change

I gave you 5 years to call and say that you'll remain

So keep your message, keep your cars, keep your damn pride

But what you never keep is something money can’t buy

And that’s me!

I'm forgetting to remember that you left me all alone (alone)

But without you here this house is not a home

Oh no, no

And maybe I just lost my temper

I wouldn’t have if you didn’t lose your mind

But I admit that now it’s cold

'Cause this house is not a home

You see I never had a dad to begin with

All I had was someone who pretended it's senseless

Using me to plot against my mom for your vengeance

And if he hears this song, good, I hope he gets offended

'Cause my momma raised me up without you

Paid the bills without you

Everything to prove that we were better off without you

And it’s the last time I've wrote to you

Sincerely irrevocable your one and only son is now a ghost to you

To all you other parents who still in your kids life

I salute you, never let them out of your sight

Cause if I had a son, I’ll never be a sucker

Or threaten to kill his mother if she found a new significant other

And if you're someone with a parent whose walked out of you

Raise your fist in the air, 'cause I'm here and I'm telling you I'm proud of you

'Cause we both know that your middle finger is more important

So raise it to the sky every time

Sing the chorus

I'm forgetting to remember that you left me all alone (alone)

But without you here this house is not a home

Oh no, no

And maybe I just lost my temper, I wouldn’t have if you didn’t lose your mind

But I admit that now it’s cold

'Cause this house is not a home