Can't Believe

I never thought i could feel so abject and low, listless and slow

That's how it is- a common heartbreak for other people I've known

When you're thrown from a place so high

you hit hard to the ground with a sound that really tells

Now I know what it is to be truly alone

at least for the time being

It really blows when you've got noone to talk to in a room full of friends who really care

and the ONE you could talk to wants nothing to do with you

Spurned Heart, let's go to sleep until replacement is nigh

Spurious Love I'm forgetting now and i wash my hands of

The sad songs I love- they don't love me back

and the past that I love- it doesn't love me back

So many things remind me of times that were good in a place that stood fast in Forever

So many things are tagged with the smell of the other

Once denial has left and you turn yourself round to face the ruins that burn deep

it's a shame that what's left is to slowly forget

until your last breath

Empty Soul, let's attenuate and become solid again

Let's carry on, re-learn to be one, and learn some new songs