I Begged You Everything

We slept for close to seven hours

All the way to your dad's basket case.

I didn't catch the final score

So I prayed that we'd sink a few more.

And I didn't mind and you didn't seem to

Mind about me, but I was wrong.

Who wouldn't fear to leave it all

'Cause it's gonna come, it's gotta come.

I am the widow

The spidered king.

There's web in your teeth,

And there's holes in the ceiling.

And I wanted more, I left with nothing.

Who's really lost and who's really winning?

I begged again, you said hello.

For now that's all I know.

Now I remember

The exhaust and remains.

A shallow shadow hung

Across my brand new drapes.

And I gave my car away,

Down towards the post office.

Man told me he needed it more.

I believed him, went home, and slept more.

And that's what gets me sometimes,

That's what struck me blind,

And that's why there's no time

That's why I still try, and that's why...

I begged you everything,

I begged you everything.

Begged you everything, everything.

Fuck am I supposed to do

When you just lie your arms in mine?

Fuck am I supposed to do

When you never lie about telling a lie?

So what was I supposed to do?

Just keep on trying through sleepless nights?

Fuck am I supposed to choose?

'Cause I begged you everything, everything.

I can remember wishing that

The season had lasted a little longer.

It don't, and we die.

If not me, then to my pride.

If not now, then tonight.

If not then, we just might give up trying.