​x ANA x

I can't feel my toes or my fingertips

My chest is pounding so fast, I can’t keep up with it

I'm losing it, fuck, I just want to quit

And I'm clenching my face and I’m touching my dick

I need a fix, Ana fix, and I'm sick of this

Showing people my tricks and my tics and a-judging me

Judging my fucking sex, Ana X, Ana X

And I'm faking just to stay in my body

I'm nervous, I can't fucking stand it

Well, if that's what they're giving me

The pills are my necessity, now

You won't fix my attitude

’Cause Ana does it better than you (Ana does it better)

Ana, you save my soul

Can you let me have my heart for a minute?

Yeah-hah, uh

(Where are you, Ana?

I need you)

Okay, I’m sick

Not the kind of sick that lands you in the doctor

Not the kind that makes you weak and then heals you stronger

It's the kind of sick that turns your legs into spaghetti

It’s the kind of sick that makes your blood burn and your bones heavy

The kind of sick that makes an atheist pray for Jesus

The kind of sickness that turns your power into weakness

And I'm sick of being sick for this whole fucking place to witness

And I'm living a sick life that most people call privileged

And they're kinda right, but I’m still sicker than I can cope with

Ana, you save my soul (my soul)

Can you let me have my heart for a minute?

I suffer for a living

There has to be a limit

You know I love you so (you so)

But that's what I've been given

Ana (Want you to save my soul)

Ana (Want you to make me slow down)

Ana (Want you to save my soul)

Ana (Want you to make me slow down)

It's showtime

I got a lump in my throat

And I forgot how to breathe

I only know how to choke

And all these people are waiting

To see the kid with the rage

But I'm afraid he might collapse

Before he gets to the stage

I need X, Ana X, help me bury my thoughts

And all the pressure I suffer to be someone that I'm not

I'm shaking a lot

(Hey, don't fuck up tonight, it's your only shot)

Ready or ready or ready or ready or not

It's a party

You know I love you so

Ana, you save my soul

Ana (Two pills coming up, let's roll)

Ana (Don't make me lose control)

You know I love you so

Ana, you save my soul

Ana (Two pills coming up, let's roll)

Ana (Don't make me lose control)

Okay, the song is over now, but I'm not ready to go (Ana)

See, this is the shit that happens when I stay awake for days at home (Ana)

Hey, wanna see what happens when I mix Xanax, blow, and a MacBook Pro?

(Don't make me lose control)

Ana (four pills coming up, let's roll)

Ana (too late to save my soul)

Ana (chew it up, chew it up, let's go)

Ana (coming up, coming up, let's roll)

Ana, you save my soul (my soul)

'Fer for a living, has to be a limit

You know I love you so (love you so)

My anxiety traps me like a prison

Well, if that's what they're giving me

(That's what I've been given)

The drugs are my necessity

(I can't live without you)

You won't fix my attitude

(Ana does it better)

Ana, you make me slow down

(Joey's gonna hate this)

Ana does it better

Ana does it better

Ana does it better

Don't make me lose control

(Ana)