I Tore You Apart In My Head

I tore you apart in my head

Locked up in my room again

Left you for broken and there you were choking

You got on with all your friends

And that's when I knew you were dead

A haunting reminder of when

I swallowed my own eyes to see what was inside

You broke me with your ignorance

I can't believe in what you're telling me

And I'd like to breathe

And oh my God, don't lose hope for me

I'm curious

I ask only questions

Ear to the floor

Every night I listen

I can't tell if you're being obvious

But I hear only nothing

Is that what you are to us in silence

Hate in these veins all again

And all that it leads to is sin

Fuck what you told me

It all leads to smoking

Alone in my room in the end

And that's when I knew I was dead

Worried sick from all that you said

Take, I am leaving all your deceiving

You broke me with your ignorance

Can't see past the bright light up in the sky

Never got it quite right

Never know, never try