Cankerous

Reliving old wounds once that healed.

Can't escape the memories once dormant in my mind.

As doubt settles in

I cannot rekindle my faith.

Unending despair I feel.

For I fear it's too late.

Can't explain what went wrong.

Fleeting hopes of sanity.

Frightened by my instilled thoughts.

Deranged

My mind won't set me free.

Engulfing fear.

Shadowed in grief.

Enduring this pain of disbelief.

Whispering chaos.

The end has begun.

Staring into the reflection of horror.

Death is a mask of pain unforeseen . . .

Vivid images of corruption and sorrow.

Humanity kills.

Innocence obscene.

Point of view became reality.

Sanity is but a mere shadow on the wall.

In a blink of an eye, lost mentality.

Corruption of our minds;

The black abyss of thought.

At war with my reality

Walls falling onto me.

The stranglehold of corruption grows.

Until it reaches the unbearable end.

Dead in my eyes.

Through my eyes you're dead.

The lies that I once believed

[Were] the last words that you said.

Now through my eyes you're dead

And dead you'll always be.

Using rage to escape

The binds of pain engulfing me.

Anger bleeding into my vision.

Fading fast before the incision.

Going in for the final kill.

Never ending.

I'm bleeding still.

Cannot live.

Cannot die.

Waiting and holding

Onto my final goodbye.

In the shallow plane of the conscious mind,

Reality fades

Losing faith with time.

In the inner soul of our cursed existence,

Emptiness . . .

Devoid of forgiveness.

We watch and we see and realize we don't care.

Oblivious to our own malignancy.

Too concerned with ourselves to ever take notice.

Void of expression

Now damned to be . . .

Cankerous