I Wasn't Ready

I think I need to explain

The mistakes that I made

I spent so long pushing

When we weren’t looking it changed

So how was your day?

I know it’s been so strange

While I was reaching for stars

I was dropping your heart all over again

It's a hard hand to hold

But now that you’re gone

I wasn’t ready for the red light

Coming on

I wasn’t ready for the right life

Going wrong

Wasn’t ready for the tightrope swinging

My life boat sinking no

I never noticed all the good things going on

I only saw that you were here once you were gone

Wasn’t ready for the whole world spinning

Don’t feel like winning at all

I wasn’t ready

I wasn’t ready

I wasn’t ready

I wasn’t ready

And I’m sorry

That I let it in

And that I let you down

I wasn’t ready

They never teach you the fall

When they’re building you up

When it starts to rain

There’s nothing to save you from the flood

It's a hard hand to hold

When you’re letting go