Can't Get Loose

I see myself but don't see me

Two burning eyes that don't agree

While in the shades there's someone

Following my every little movement from the score

I call a friend who's never there

Too tired for love too tired to care

while in the shade there's someone

Ridiculing every little moment I adore (yeah)

I fold and fall down on a knee

and ask a God that I can't see

If maybe He or She will call on me

The days they pass with no relief

my head all swollen up with grief

Then somethin' awaketh me from sleep

I can't get loose to using you

but that's what I'm a gonna do

Havin' fun in heaven while you're crucified

I can't get loose to using you

but that's what I'm a gonna do

Watching lillie's flower while your hands are tied

Did you just hear what I just heard

Or have I simply gone beserk

Cos in the shades there's someone

Laughing at my whimsical intentions to be free

Two burning minds that don't agree

One praying hoping desperately

While in the shade there's someone

Wallowing in what I know will never happen now (yeah)

I crash and fall down on my knee

and beg a God that I can't see

If maybe He or She will call on me

The days just pass with no relief

my head all swollen up with grief

Then somethin' awaketh me from sleep

I can't get loose to using you

but that's what I'm a gonna do

Havin' fun in heaven while you're crucified

I can't get loose to using you

but that's what I'm a gonna do

Watching lillie's flower while your hands are tied