I Still Don't Realize

Try to sleep in my car

Dad's gone, he left me in parts.

I don't know if he's going to return.

No one more than myself

Collect my thoughts and forgive it

Guess I'm not a good one

2 a.m. and I'm still awake.

Since the moment he left me with no key,

Thoughts have flooded vacant minds.

I still don't realize

I need to take a new start

So diverged from the dreams I had in my head

I don't recognize myself,

I think like a man whose future is passed him

My mind is sick and empty I know,

I seek the way I'd better go.

Lies they bring nothing at all,

So kill your fears and your ghosts

Time to free your soul

I've got some problems and I want to cry

I know too well we're short on time

Why do we have to live and try to work until night

When we know that we all die?

I still don't realize

I need to take a new start

So diverged from the dreams I had in my head

I don't recognize myself,

I think like a man whose future is passed him

Now I think I realize,

I need to take a new start.

I'm not that far from the dreams I had in my head.

I will recognize myself,

I won't think like a man whose future is passed him

It'll all be good.