I Can't Go On

I can't go on

Deflate the air from both

of my lungs

Fears one by one

Followed me home

And became reality

I'm a failure

I'm a freak

I'm a chip on your shoulder

The last thing you need

Shudder, earth quakes at the thought

Of a life that's meaningless

And with such a promising past

But you can always count on me

To choke the end

I can't go on

Deflate the air

From both

Of my lungs

I'll be gone

Long before daylight shows its face

Honestly I'm

Taking big strides

In a race towards normalcy

Where more is more

And less is weak

Where love is crap, emotion speaks

For us all

What's really right

Who's who to say

I can survive alone again

Figured that out the hardest way

The forecast calls for fire

Flames sound nice today

I can't go on

Deflate the air from both

Of my lungs

Ill be gone

Long before daylight shows its face

It's old and worn

And it's mouth smiles no more

Well I'm worth my weight in potting soil

Maybe I try to hard to care

I left a note on your bed

I don't recall what it said

It's something like

"I'm completely miserable

And I'm better off dead"

I can't go on

Deflate the air from both

Of my lungs

Ill be gone

Long before daylight shows its face

It's old and worn

And it's mouth smiles no more

Well I'm worth my weight in potting soil

Maybe I try to hard to care

I can't go on

Deflate the air from both

Of my lungs

I can't go on

Deflate the air from both

Of my lungs

I can't go on