Lookin' Back

Got a lotta shit that's going on

I been dealing with it all

I been building, getting stronger

They ain't ever leaving me alone

Always calling up my phone

Asking for the bankroll

I just had to leave my own city

Got my family on the phone telling me they all miss me

I ain't coming back until I'm on though

I ain't looking back, no

Never looking back, no

I had to give up who I love just to get what I love

Have you ever felt the feeling

When you know everybody watching everything you do

Tryna see if you really got enough

I know I'm gon' break through

I just pray to God that I don't give up

I'm feeling so thankful but also feeling unstable

I know this shit is finally close

I hope that I'm finally able

To do the shit I been waiting for

All these years that I been praying for

I can't ever lose myself

Only thing I'm in danger for

All the fast cars and the big house

All the shit I see in my mind

It's too easy getting too lost

In all the shit I'm seeing online

You can hear the pain in my voice

Give it everything that I got

Hope they love me for who I am

Not for everything that I'm not

C'mon

Got a lotta shit that's going on

I been dealing with it all

I been building, getting stronger

They ain't ever leaving me alone

Always calling up my phone

Asking for the bankroll

I just had to leave my own city

Got my family on the phone telling me they all miss me

I ain't coming back until I'm on though

I ain't looking back, no

Never looking back, no

I been through a lot

See myself being at the top

The life I'm living crazy

All the money, liquor, ladies

I can't ever let it get the best of me

'Cause one fall gon' be destiny

I know they watching me close

Waiting 'til I lose what's meant for me

I always gotta stay in control

I know the world we live in so cold

I did a lot and I came so far

A lotta things still got me scarred

But I'm won't look back now

It's already done so man up

It ain't about how deep you fall

It's all about how you stand up, yeah

The life I live

Voice inside gotta make me think

Will you risk everything that you got

Tryna make it all up to the top?

I'm ready now, it's a long road

It's too late, I can't back out

Take lead, I won't ever fold

If you built strong, you won't break down, yeah

Got a lotta shit that's going on

I been dealing with it all

I been building, getting stronger

They ain't ever leaving me alone

Always calling up my phone

Asking for the bankroll

I just had to leave my own city

Got my family on the phone telling me they all miss me

I ain't coming back until I'm on though

I ain't looking back, no

Never looking back, no