On My Own

I've been talking to the voice in my head, making me second guess

Making me think I'm not good enough, making me think I'm not like the rest

I got everything that I wanted, but lately I'm feeling so empty

I never would think about stopping, but lately it's feeling so tempting

Drowning in all of my fear, drowning in all of my problems

Everyone thinking I'm perfect, really I think that I'm falling

I know I got millions of plays, but wonder if music my calling

But I've been working too long, now I just feel like I'm all in

Gotta wait it out, gotta make it out, going through phases

My anger, I take it out all on my bank account, spending like crazy

Nobody told me that it would all end up just being this way

I'm keeping my head up, I know that I'm gonna see better days

Right place, right time, but I'm not fine

I just hold it all in my mind

I know one day that I'ma shine

But 'til then I feel like I'm on my own

Feeling like I'm on my own

Feeling like I'm all alone

Waiting 'til that feeling gone

But I've been waiting way too long

Got what I wanted, but I need something

Every night just to slow my mind

Feeling like I'm on my own

Feeling like I'm all alone

I know that it's bigger than me, know that they checking on me

When they be going through struggles I know that they listen to me

Tryna help 'em hold it all together when they falling apart

I'm thinking way back to the start

The reason I got into music and all that I wanted

Was helping out people and keeping it honest

I can't let it go, can't let it stop me no more

Built it all up from the floor

They gon' talk about me when I'm gone

I can't leave 'em all without giving 'em more

What they gonna think about me if I settle down

And never finish giving my story

I don't wanna look back in time

Thinking 'bout the shine that was meant to be for me

Gotta get it while I can

I gotta stick to the plan

I gotta help out my fam

I got a lot on my shoulders

But it can't be changing the man that I am

Know that I'm meant to do bigger things

On a bigger level living bigger dreams

Hard times but I gotta grind

'Til the day I die I'm making history

Right place, right time, but I'm not fine

I just hold it all in my mind

I know one day that I'ma shine

But 'til then I feel like I'm on my own

Feeling like I'm on my own

Feeling like I'm all alone

Waiting 'til that feeling gone

But I've been waiting way too long

Got what I wanted, but I need something

Every night just to slow my mind

Feeling like I'm on my own

Feeling like I'm all alone