Scream

I feel conflicted, but it's excitement

Maybe I'm nervous, mostly, I like it

It's like the house light I keep unlit

Last box in the basement, I've got a secret

I've got a secret under the carpet

I can't remember in which compartment

The mind holds memories of days we've missed

I miss being certain, certainly I miss

Fallin' for the afterthought

Of feelin' what I want

I want to feel everything

But when I do, it makes me question if I'm falling wrong

Don't wanna break something

And people say it can belong

As long as it's unseen

I feel uneasy, internal conflict

My head and my heart try to rephrase the argument

As: You didn't feel that, now I feel gaslit

Torch my emotions

Please change the subject

Fallin' for the afterthought

Of feelin' what I want, I want to feel everything

But when I do it makes me question if I'm falling wrong

Don't wanna break something, and people say it can belong

As long as it's unseen

I feel confused by what I'm ashamed for

I feel ashamed by my human nature

Choose to adapt new outward behavior

To feel accepted

People are built for

Actin' like there's nothing wrong

So they can just move on

Sometimes I just wanna

But if I did, it'd make you question if I'm worthy of

Feeling love, it's funny how we get along

Just as long as I'm quiet