Recluse

Selfishly relying on myself

To fill all of the holes you dug inside my brain

There’s no escape

With no frame of time

I’m losing track of mine

You crush my priceless gift

Right in front of me

I sink into unconsciousness

Dissociating from the world outside my head

It’s not so hard to hide from you

(In my fortitude

A hidden attribute)

I’m stuck in place

My estranged space

‘Cause you never want to speak the truth

And I never wanna see you through

Pick up the pace

I feel misplaced inside this null space

‘Cause you never wanna speak the truth

And I never wanna see you through

My strongest link leads on the chain

Yet it’s cracked, rusted and cold

But there’s not much else to show

That’s where I pack, I guess

But every good thing came from some type of convalesce

Don’t question it

A distant memory

Draw me back and forth between the lines I couldn’t read

I should’ve seen

I’m stuck in place

My estranged space

‘Cause you never wanna speak the truth

And I never wanna see you through

Pick up the pace

I feel misplaced inside this null space

‘Cause you never wanna speak the truth

And I never wanna see you through

Watch me sink into unconsciousness

There’s nothing in it for the world outside my head

I’m stuck in place

My estranged space

‘Cause you never wanna speak the truth

And I never wanna see you through

Pick up the pace

I feel misplaced inside this null space

‘Cause you never wanna speak the truth

And I never wanna see you through