Start From Scratch

It's not what you are

It's not who you are

It's all about the one they want you to be

It's all about the one you're supposed to be

I'm sick of all your judgments

How i wish i could start from scratch

You can't run back the tape

You cannot start from scratch

I just wanna take a little time out

I just wanna kill this fake myself

I just have to die to be another me

All you can do

Never enough

Hard to get through

Better be tough

I'm sick of all your judgments

How i wish i could start from scratch

You can't run back the tape

You cannot start from scratch

I'm sick of all your comments

How i wish i could start from scratch

You cannot start your life from scratch

Let me be

And break the chains that strangle me.

Let me breathe, let me struggle!

I have enough of acting all the roles of this play

When will the curtain finally fall?

I can't remember when all went wrong

But on this very day:

I colored the angels gray,

On the book that taught how to pray

I colored the angels gray

On the paintings that showed the way

They told me to build this wall,

A fortress against the world

But i couldn't lift the stones,

Much too heavy for a little girl

So i colored the angels gray,

On the book that taught how to pray

I colored the angels gray

On the paintings that showed the way

Now they besiege the soul

That was left defenseless

Years ago by a child

Who could not know the consequences.