Poisonberry

I tried to erase your worries, but you used permanent ink

And I once had room for both our pain, then the room began to shrink

And I said I'd be your lifeboat, then we both started to sink

So I hope you don't need saving just as much as you think

Take my hand we can both drown in the mire

Tell me every secret, I'll be sure to wear a wire

We built a home, then I set that shit on fire

Next time you need a fuck up, hope I'm the one you hire

Won least improved prize, framed it on my shelf

Made us both a bleach martini and then took a toast to our health

Mediocre is my name, savage beyond help

How the fuck can I fix you, I can't even fix myself

I tried to erase your worries, but you used permanent ink

And I once had room for both our pain, then the room began to shrink

And I said I'd be your lifeboat, then we both started to sink

So I hope you don't need saving just as much as you think

I sheltered you from an outside I could not keep out

Cut the pain off at the source but then it took another route

Thought I would make you happy now I have my doubts

Are you better knowing me or are you be better off without

Actions expensive, good intentions are free

I'm the drop of acid that pollutes entire seas

Been growing branches, but I planted berries

How can I help you, I can't even help me

I can't even help me

I tried to erase your worries