Bees And Swans

Oh my colossus, I'm blind

But I can see this room so well

From our youth our fossils I find

Buried in lobbies of macabre hotels

Press your own foot on my own thigh

I fall in love with everyone I’m told

But when everyone I know is always on my mind

I find it's too much to behold

In a dream of lightness I'm blurring

Your heavy spirit into my spine

Is it a nightmare of merging

When all of you is me and all of me entwined

I don’t know if it's wrong or better

When what's entwined will unwind and be gone

I could say goodbye to the Earth in a letter

But I'm still obsessed with bees and swans

Time it is strange and I would

Never find it I would

Never wanted it babe

Your timing is strange and I would

Never find it I would

Only edit this stage, ooh oh

Your timing is strange and I would

Never find it I would

Never wanted it babe, oh no

Your timing is strange and I would

Never find it I would

Only edit this stage

I carried on in another way

Everyone goes

I made a noise joyfully anyway

Everything knows

How could I not die every time

I think about the gift that the ancients gave?

Wild mare, curled hair, unfurled

The time that I'm alive, delighted in the world

Birthstone, first home, nude skin

An ancient gift to me, the body that I'm in

Dog bite, searchlight, some day

The mother of the earth tearing me away

Black cloth, cast off, all worth

The ancient gift to me back into the earth now