Now Your Gone

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This ones going out to you mum,

I really miss you.

I no you can hear me.

This is for you.

I no your looking down. Are you proud of me?

or are you upset i dont spend time with the family?

or do you understand the way ive be come?

There's so meny thing i wish i could say to you mum.

I was seventeen years young when you passed away,

I found it hard after you and dad devorived to find my way.

I cryed away the pain, althougt i didnt complane.

Caught in the middle of family sepiration,

Was stress on my brain, deprasstion came, I dont no how I coped.

Hit the pipe all my dreams are up in a cloud of smoke

they didnt help it got me more comfused

then i went to stay with dad when you moved

and you were crushed when i saw you in caught

after that letter i wrote, then one i reget that i wrote.

felt like you lost your son felt like i lost my mum

that was enuff and there was worse to come

(x2)

you no i miss you mum

i really miss you

now your gone

now your gone

i never felt so close to eny body as i did with you

and now that im older i understand why people do the things they do

that i was lacking life experince around '89 shit got serious

Started with some ( ?? ) next thing i hear is Chumers,

and evrery thing the doctors trys was useless

Radio Treipi, Kemo Threaip

4th of july '91 down at the cemitry

nowing that this day would eventully come

i hope you no what you ment to me mum

you were the one who said experince the world

and do what you wanna do.

so i hope your really proud of this man standing in front of you

i no your watching me and i can feel you at times

your still in my dreams and your still in my mind

its been fithteen years since you left me behind

and i wish you were here now siping this wine

(i miss you)

(x2)

you no i miss you mum

i really miss you

now your gone

now your gone

when i look back i didnt even no you at all

i was still growing up and just a little confused boy

who never said good bye when you left

last time i saw you nan told me not to talk about death

and the day you past away i was the last one called

and when they new the day beforee no body called at all

but you still see me going to chrismas buying gift doing it for you

that what you woulda wanted me to do

im getting threw life yeah im doing okay

started with you watching break dance back in the day

how funnys that you were therer when i first did graff

and you were my insperation to get out and rack

i miss you so much mum but im not sad and greving

when i was younger i was mad at you leaveing

but the reasons dont madder eny more i still love you to death

and forever after till i see you in the next life

(x2)

you no i miss you mum

i really miss you

now your gone

now your gone.