Something

(Something) in my heart that got me trippin

Today like yesterday it ain't no different

The struggle, (gotta hold on me)

And I can't breathe nowadays

I wanna leave nowadays

But lord I'm knowin that there (somthin)

In this music and in my soul

The thought I might not blow

Dat shit just keeps on (bothering me)

And I don't know how long I can keep on like this

I need a sign so (whatever it is)

I'm meant to do I need to find it

Cause the game is addictive

And I ain't gettin out it

Cause (I can't leave it alone)

I try it and I try but they keep callin me back

Yea they Keep callin me back because there's (somthin)

In my music that makes them feel me

The sweetest melody sometimes can heal me cause

(Gotta hold on me) like my grandmas hands

When I was younger, warmer than summer

Then I knew it's (somthin)

That was bigger than the money and the fame

The fact that so many can change

Keeps (botherin me)

Yo but who am I to judge

It's been a while since I did it for the love

Or (whatever it is)

I gotta pay for it

Sometimes happiness the only thing I pray for

(I can't leave it alone)

The will to ask questions like

How can George bush receive blessings

But I'm knowin that there's (something)

Or somthings that I cannot explain

Forget, forgive the change and the pain

(Gotta hold on me)

I gotta gun to keep me safe

Sometimes I drink and smoke to get away

Because of (something)

That I know ain't right

Pops forgive me but this can't be life

And (it's botherin me)

Because I wanna do better

But this rain seem to pour forever

So (whatever it is)

I feen for it, think of it, speak on it

Wish for it, dream of it, and lord

(I can't leave it alone)

No I can't leave it alone

And she said there was (something)

That draws her to me and it's meant to be

And you the only one that ever, ever, ever

(Gotta hold on me) yea

But you ain't been the same

There was somthin that made you change

So tell me it was (somthin) or

Someone that made you feel good

Or way better than I ever could

Truth is (it's botherin me)

But I'm cool with it

Just know if it's over today that you did it

But (whatever it is)

Don't let it take you to your grave

Protect yourself from aids, I know you want me to

But (I can't leave it alone)

I knew I couldn't turn this house of ours into a home

And I said there's (somthin)

That I've done to make you leave

Baby girl why you trippin can't you see

That you always (gotta hold on me)

And I don't know what I can say

To make you stay but I know I gotta say

(Something) but now and then I get tired

Of you packin your bags and all this drama is

(Botherin me) and I don't need it on my mind

Lately you been like this all the time

So (whatever it is) you feelin guilty bout

Go and spit out while you accusin me you must be cheatin

Cause you (can't leave it alone) why you cryin

See you can't deny it, I always had this feelin it was (somthin)

Dat God gave me as a gift, the power to make words fit

(I look at the sky), and dream of soarin just as high

But as time goes by it always (somthin)

That will knock me off my track

Got to get back cause time is short ay

(Do you feel it)

And I don't know how long I can keep on like this

I need a sign so (whatever it is), I gotta pay for it

Sometimes happiness the only thing I pray for

(I can't leave it alone) the will to do better as a man

I can't struggle forever because of (somthin...)