My Mind

It's a bitch sittin here tryna forget about love

Gettin caught in the effect and lose sight of the cause

And because certain things take me outa the picture

Doesn't mean that i ain't really missin ya, it cut a brother deep

Some nights i can't stand to sleep

Cause i'm thinkin bout them times that i played you cheap

Like you gon' be here tomorrow, i don't need to speak

Peep on, it be aight, i'll check 'em out next week

Next week never came before months went by

When i did get the call i found it hard to cry

Kept on bout my daily routine

Contemplatin on "should i go? should i stay? what would it mean?"

That we weren't as close as it appear to be

Even though he carry the same name as me

Wishin i could go back and change history

But i can't so i'll dream on... for a better us

Now that you are gone

Lately you've been on my mind

And since you've been gone

Sunny days ain't been as bright

I've been thinkin on

All those days that passed us by

Now i'm hopin for

Just one day to make it right

I've been thinkin baby (it was left undone)

You always drivin me crazy (but you are gone)

And i'm hopin someday (i'll see your face)

And i'll pray we'll be together (in those pearly gates)

Hidin in the midst of confusion in a game we all losin

Tryin to escape the cause of death

Thugs - pistols usin, but in reality god's choosin

But it seem nobody is left

But the ones closest to us that never knew us

Animatin style like somebody drew us

Comin up in this life thinkin i'm the shit

Maybe cause i was raised in sewer

Seen my man get stretched out with the doula

I couldn't react cause my feet was stuck in the crack

Often stuck with a sack of bud just to relax

Kept thoughts racin to keep my mind on track

Bein broke, how i'm 'posed to cope with that?

No priest, no pope can provide hope for that

So i kicked religion off the map, set a trap

Got caught in my own shit, need a game to forfeit