A Desire To Leave

I wander through this existence

Like a thought lost in a dream

And in every moment i can feel this pretence

Of a joyous life as it seems…i wish i could escape this insanity

And with an everlasting light live through eternitybut i know the sun will leave the earth

Swallowed by darkness and no rebirth

Despite the weakness i survive

I just hope i could stop being alive…"he knew this day will pass

And the night will fall bringing

All the darkness into his mind

And as the suffering begins

He enters his nightmares

And wonders if he could ever leave"

Why should i endure this cruelty

And this cursed darkness of monstrosity

In your hatred my dreams are all buried

And the taste of death revives in slavery

The breath inside my chest screams for purity

And now the flesh is left in obscurity

Alone crying with a shameful poverty…release your helpless soul into my demise

And feel the sweetness of your painful cries

In this path i deliver the demons

To guide you towards the restless regret

Of surrendering your life to the darkened one

The discouraged have lost

With emptiness they'll rust

With ego i shall rule you

And leave you to sink in this surrounding hell …

At the moment he thought he'd lost it

It decided not to lose him

And as the new dawn approaches

He could see the bottom of his grave

All lightened with fires and darkened by shadows

But then he could feel the heat in his veins

And hear the wet leaves whispering

For the merciful gods to light his inner darkness