Vows Of Redemption

In my darkest days in my fits of rage

No regard for life all alone in a knife fight

An inner beast would never let me find peace

With morbid visions inflicting incisions

I swore to use my fists til i slashed my wrists

I welcomed death most nights

But had to settle my scores right

All that i could feel was grief and pain

I desired my destruction - i was going insane

From the miserable depths of a faded soul

Spilled the vows or redemption - in a world so cold

Before i threw it all away

I'd make mother fuckers pay

I wouldn't go out without one last bout

Keep running away - for my soul i pray

Redemption declared - on my soul i swear

Will i ever truly rest in peace?

My life was a battle that would never cease

At war with myself my family and friends

My life my belief the pain never ends

Now its too late to ever make a change

This negativity has got me fucking deranged

Living this life always felt so strange

But death is forever burning in flames

Keep running away - for my soul i pray

Redemption declared - on my soul i swear

No life was wasted 'cause i made my peace

Don't shed no tears for me

My soul has been released

Enemy to the world myself and all others

There is no life my sickness smothers

I feel sometimes like life did me wrong

Seeking revenge since the day i was born

Keep running away - for my soul i pray

Redemption declared - on my soul i swear.