Part Of Me

I don’t know how you got in my head

Turning all my visions to red

But you did and I’m grateful for helping me see

That even after all this time

Your love is a part of me

First you pulled me out of my grave

Handed me the keys to my cage

And I guess that I owe you for the air that I breathe

But now you’re starting to choke me

With the hands that used to feed

Now your love is part of me

Thought you’d be malicious and clean

Calculated like a machine

And I’m drawn to your nightmare

While you pull on my chains

I can’t deny that I have found the comfort in the pain

I’ve got to get away from your arms

Your suffocating violent charms

You’re the colour of evil on the wings of a dove

But even if I shoot you down I just can’t shake you off

How did I get so sick from your embrace?

Your mouth full of salt for all my cuts

Now the last of me is leaving you

But this part will never give up

I’ve got to get away from your hate

You only teach me how to degrade

You’re waste, you’re a tyrant

You’re a leech of my kindness

You’re a cunt, and a bastard

And it makes me so sad that

You’re just imitating, You’re asphyxiating

Your love is a part of myself that I’m hating