O’Dear

For what it's worth, I took your hand and walked the walk

Now, I admit I simply don't give a fuck

There ain't no cure to find between unpleasant arms

Oh routine, you got my youth one hope at a time

You can't help yourself if you just wait for change

I learned to whip the dust out of my chest

Our paper plane was simply born to crash

And I'll make you pay for all the time I don't have

Cause I don't wanna be stuck in front of a jukebox

Repeating a song called all illusions I had

I'll burn down the stable

I'll burn down the sweet

I'll banish the normal and will make it a fear

I escape when you're getting closer

I bet you thought it could last forever

There is no room for love

In the space you leave

Between the human being and the machine

This is a breakup letter

A light in the dark

A way to escape a train that just refused to start

You don't shine for brilliant lovers

Just a star guiding salt-free sailors

A game that will definitely have to stop one day

A comfort that never really suited me

I wanna live

For the sake of the silence but your watch is ticking

I made a mistake and I had to repair it

Well, I burned down the stable

Burned down the sweet

But you're still in the nights I spend

Trying to find some sleep

If life is a miracle

You keeping hiding it

Behind a repetitive schedule

And the money you put in my pocket

So, maybe, fuck you

For all the time it took

Every night

To stop the little voices and to close my eyes

For all the fear you've always injected into me

I only see one end to this

I run away