Blue Healer

Enter, sadness, with your rain boots in blue

Since I can remember, I’ve been runnin’ from you

But this time you sat your ass down with no intent to move

You ain’t no blue healer

Well, the longer that you sit here lookin’ into my eyes

The shock of your arrival begins to subside

And as I drop my defenses, you start to crack a smile

Are you a blue healer?

Well, I’ve been proud and

Lookin’ in a mirror that’s clouded

With smoke that's been keeping me shrouded

Believing I’m fine

But you wipe clean

All of these illusions that ain’t me

Now you’ve got me lookin’ and I hate me

Where is my spine?

Peace, you told me, I’m only here to reveal

Where you’ve been stuck and where you’re going

If you’re lookin’ to heal

But you’ve got to drop these vain addictions

And hang on to what’s real

You healer

I want to welcome every shadow

Instead of taking every one to battle

I’m climbing back up into the saddle

And now I stand tall

Used to think my sorrow was a brick wall

Made me want to curl up in a tight ball

Self-pity dealer

But there’s a gate here

You can only find it if you wait here

And now I’m walkin’ through it with my gaze clear

Me and the blue healer

Healer