Supposed To Be (feat. Sangarang)

This isn't how it's supposed to be

The people I should love most I don't hold close to me

Now I'm thinking bout the person that I chose to be

I need to reevaluate what really means the most to me yeah

My parents wondering where I'm at

Never pick up the phone well here's a song that answers that

I been depressed cause there's ideas in my head

That haven't come to life I'm fearful that my dream is dead

See I thought that I'd step into the lights by now

Thought my music would've lived up to the hype by now

Thinking it was built up in my mind right now

I could really use a little bit of advice right now yeah

What's the deal it's the real me all y'all straight up kill me

Everything in my craft just so you can feel me

Huh I sacrificed it all for music

Now I'm about to blow a gasket if this rap producer screw me Imma snap

I sacrificed it all for music

I sacrificed it all for music

I'm not one to count my blessings

More likely to count my Twitter followers and mentions

My parent's set me up for all of this success and I

Snap because the lack of double taps has got me stressin'

Social media goin' be the death of me, rest in peace

Pressing keys texting peeps send me beats, I'm desperate anything

I can't focus at work because my head is playing melodies

But they don't fuck with my shit cuz I don't rap about felonies

Tell me this shit ain't raw tell me that my shit is flawed

Tell me I won't fuck these rappers up

Till they drinking through straws yeah

I swear to God Imma sell out on my craft

Just start rapping about all of the fucking money I don't have

But that's the mentality that puts you on a puppet string

So when I'm home and you asking what's been up with me

Try and understand the pressure I been going through

If music doesn't work out the fuck am I supposed to do

What the fuck am I supposed to do

If music doesn't work out the fuck am I supposed to do

What the fuck am I supposed to do

If music doesn't work out the fuck am I supposed to do