Demian

Sometimes it takes up all I have inside to focus on what’s good in life

Appreciate things and love and laughter

We used to have so much fun

It seems to me that I was just fine when I was around you

Now comfort me and bar my way to the door

Threaten me with your dark eyes my dear

Push me towards the ivory colored wall

And make me sob and cry for mercy oh I'm sure

I'm gonna go insane right there in your arms

You rip up my body

I believe it was always yours

I wish you would throw stones at me

So that I’d stop showing up at your door every night

So starved to the bone of love and laughter

But I can’t breathe oh, and I know I brought this on myself

Now my voice fails and I’ve got a feverish head

And you drive me out

Out in the cold into a fuckin’ snowstorm

Have you lost your mind my dear?

Have you lost your mind?

All of the words we said are strewn across the wooden floor

And it seems like everything falls apart these days

The ground I’ve conjured up for us

It’s going to rot if I don’t stop wreaking havoc

We’re running up and down

Up and down

Up and down the whole damn time my dear

Now comfort me and bar my way to the door

Threaten me with your dark eyes my dear

Push me towards the ivory colored wall

And make me sob and cry for mercy oh I'm sure

I'm gonna go cuckoo’s nest right there in your arms

Now rip up my body

I believe it was always yours

Always yours to have

I’ve opened all the gates

And letting in all the agony that I could find

And oh I tried to connect to anyone for so long